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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh by Spottedfire-cat Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh by Spottedfire-cat
As of recently, I have been recieving comments and stuff along the lines of saying that I don't pay attention to my fans, and that I never respond to fan art or questions or just about anything; and they're right. I don't respond to these things anymore, but it isn't because i've become a fame-striven individual; it's because people treat me like a famous person, which is much less the case it is. I am also only one person. ;w;

You see, I receive fan art pretty fluently. I love these fan arts; they make me smile and make me thinks that I am doing something right in the ways i'm trying to be active and stuff. However, this leaves me with a great number of amazing peeps who want feedback, which normally isn't a problem other than the fact that there are a great many people wanting that feedback to see how much I like the thing. I could just leave a generic message saying "Oh, I love this! Thanks~ >w<", favorite it, and then be on my way, but it's gotten to the point that i'm really afraid to try and catch up on this because everything's just gonna loop again no matter what I try to do. People will draw fanart, they want feedback, too many fanarts, scared to respond, and if I try to catch up, that fear's just gonna re-emerge again and more people will be dissappointed.

But you know what? Wanting feedback for something you drew isn't bad at all. In all honesty, the only thing that is bad is my lack of dealing with this responsibility of having amazing fans that do draw me things. I could put the blame of my increasing fear of socializing and being a disappointment, but that is just a silly thing anyways and I don't deserve pity and that's also a personal thing. It's all just a really sad situation, and I hate to see people sad through something that is my fault.

Just . . . i'm really sorry about everything. ;w;
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Cry0freeze Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2013
Its okay I understand you do pay attention to your fans :3
XxHikari-CandyxX Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I think I know what program you use Manga Studio right?
Bluechickens Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
....And this is why artists tend to do sad art...

MizuStarProductions Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
its understandable, although i wasn't pushing to begin with o.o
Hawkfire11111 Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
you're not a disappointment to me spotty. in fact, your style has given me a bit of a play on my own style at the moment. i'm toying around with something simpler than my usual stuff.

people who get flooded with fan mail tend to not be able to read it all, much less respond to it. there's really not much you can do about it. (except mabie hire someone to go through all of it for you.) (jk. jk. your own methods are your own.)

:D all in all, you've been an inspiration, that's something to be happy about!~
DragonsRAWR Featured By Owner May 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
[link] < in case you wanna watch me finish a picture for ya, spotty. It's alright if you don't come. (i'll post it on youtube owo)
Skyrush25 Featured By Owner May 10, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Life is like whats left of route 66 its slow, rough, and full of pot holes.
NinjaSkunks Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
but they fixed that road in the first movie.. owo
GodsGirlRachel Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's ok, Spotty! :D :hug:
teengohan187 Featured By Owner May 8, 2013  Student Artist
It's okay. I don't really care that much..
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